bring it on !

Who did you last hang out with other then family?

meagan carolyn kim & shelaaa :D

Last guy/girl you texted? 
uhh i think meagan

Look in your call log, who was your last phone call from? 

kim!

If you could go back in time and change things, would you? 
everything happens for a reason. i dont think there's anything i'd do over.

Does anything on your body hurt right now? 
nope.

Has anyone had there hand in your pants today? 
ahahahaha ;DD no.

What should you be doing right now? 
NOTHING. ahahahaha. well probably except figure out what classes i have tomorrow.

Do you like your mom? 
of course!

What’s bothering you? 
haha deep things i shouldn't really waste my time pondering.

Has anyone told you they loved you today? 
no

Do you have siblings? 
yep

Last person you talked to in person? 
i think... meagan.

Do you think someone’s thinking about you? 
possibly?

What’s the closest pink thing near you?

my scissors that i've had since 1st grade. xD

Are you happy with how life is going for you? 
haha hm... i guess? i'm kinda just neutral.

Is there anyone in particular that you’re missing right now? 
hm.. i miss a lot of people right now. xD

What are you wearing this very moment? 
jeans, socks, cami, sweater and a hoodie. LOL. whoo.

In the last 6 months can you say you truly cared about someone? 
yes

Are you happier now than you were five months ago? 
most definitely. i was in a badddd place in april. :|

Which is harder, telling someone you love them or that you don’t? 
the latter i think..

What are you doing this weekend? 
GOING TO THE HIGHLANDS LOL :D

What is you hair looking like right now? 
typical hairstyle. bangs that are partially covering my right eye.. and down. haha. it looks decent today. :D

Have you ever been to a Britney Spears concert? 
nope

If someone said, “I don’t talk shit about people,” would you believe them? 
no. we all talk shit about people at some point.

Who’s your favourite band right now?
ah... hm... big bang and 2ne1 :D

Did you sleep alone last night? 
mhmm.

Have you ever slept in the same bed with anyone? 
yes.

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day? 
still don't know how many classes i have tomorrow, so i have no idea. xD

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
not so much right now. :P

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be? 
ahh.. trying to figure that out still.

What’s on your bed right now? 
pj's, gloomy bear, cell phone charger, notebooks and class schedule xD

Are you looking forward to something as of right now? 
yeah i think so? apprehensivee. xD

What’s wrong with you right now? 
i'm in limbo about whether or not i'm happier here or back home and if this was the right thing to do and how i feel about it and... .everything back home/ at tech.

Do you drink energy drinks? 
nope nevar.

Are you one of those people who constantly checks the time? 
yeppp

Do you swallow gum when you’re done with it? 
errrrr no?

Are you a righty or a lefty? 
LEFTY (:

Do you own a pair of handcuffs? 
no xD

Can a girl love sex without being a whore? 
yes

Would you ever be in a long-distance relationship? 
haha. *cough* er. yes.

Can you sleep in total darkness? 
yes

Any tattoos? 
maybe? time's running out on that.

Would you ever pierce your tongue twice? 
i wouldnt even get it pierced once let alone twice.

Do you like bonfires? 
warmmm (: <3 warmth! but that means outside is cold. ): xDD

Have you ever dyed your hair an unnatural color?
yeah. (: i want to redye it. sigh. ><;; miss my purple streaks... D:

Have you ever had someone draw a picture of you before? 
yeah. i love it when people draw me. LOL. /shot

What makes you laugh? 
friends, charlie the unicorn, i dunno... weird very random things can make me laugh.

What time is it? 
8:40pm

Doesn’t intentionally bad grammar annoy you? 
yes.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? 
nope.

What was your last conversation with the opposite sex about?
uhhhhhh. i don't really remember.... xD

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you? 
hm... yeah i think so actually. hahaha.

Would you ever get your lip pierced? 
nope. can't say i haven't considered it though.

You’re thinking about someone, aren’t you? 
maybe

Is there any emotion you’re trying to avoid right now? 
attachment

When’s the next time you’ll see your best friend? 
in december/january. ):

Do you need a girlfriend/boyfriend to be happy? 
no

Do you want to see the movie Paranormal Activity? 
not really

Out of all your school years, which was best? 
senior year of high school or frosh year of college haha

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? 
nope can't. ):

Ever cried over what you read on a text? 
uh no.

Was today better than yesterday? 
yea

Have you ever asked a boy for advice? 
yeah a lot

Do you sleep with your door open or closed? 
closed...

Are you close with your mother? 
reasonably?

Did you speak with your father today? 
nope

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl? 
haha yep i definitely did.

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five days? 
nope

Do you like to cuddle? 
yes (:

Are you listening to music right now? 
1 minute 1 second - epik high ft taru

How are you feeling? 
tired

Is there something you’re not looking forward to? 
class >:| xD or more just having to go to KB. and being outside. because it's cold. /weak

Last time you cleaned your room? 
lol i dont know... sometime last week.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year? 
no one changes that much from year to year, but i'm most definitely different in a lot of ways.

Do you wave when you see people you know? 
depends how much i like them. x:

Can others tell when you’re having an extremely bad day? 
ah.... only if i want them to know.

Meet anyone new this year? 
yeah

Last awkward moment 
lol probably when i wanted a picture in front of the dog statue and there was a lady chillin there..

Do you think that marrying your 3rd cousin is ok? 
err.... i dont know.

Do you have any plans for tomorrow? 
classes... beg to return my stupid lab stuff... thats about it.

What do you currently hear right now? 

music

Are you hungry? 
not at all

Do you like the smell of gasoline? 
ew no

Something you just don’t understand? 
boys. well, people in general. and gyroscopes.

Do you have a busy weekend coming up? 
looks like it. at least saturday anyway

Does it make you mad when people stare at you? 
sometimes. xD depends on what conditions.

How did you get your last bruise? 
dont remember what my last bruise was..

Have you cried today? 
nope

What’s your favorite season? 
summerrrrr

Are you stubborn? 

not really

Have you ever quoted a line from a movie? 
yeah

iTunes Survey (:

omgsleepy.

(copied from giobear)

10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:

1. I wish we didn't grow apart after first term. I miss hanging out all the time in the summer and all of our late night adventures.
2. I want to be like you.
3. You're the closest thing I've ever had to a big brother; I wish we met earlier.
4. I love you so much, I don't think I'd still be standing here if it weren't for you.
5. We need to hang out more.
6. I haven't met you yet, but I hope youre worth the wait.
7. You're seriously like a sister to me; I couldn't have asked for a better roommate. ;]
8. I'm afraid to hang out with you too much because I honestly don't know what you're thinking, and I'm not ready to get close to anyone new right now.
9. I really miss being in class with you in high school. It was so much fun.
10. It looks like I'm fine, that I'm over it. But honestly, I'm still not okay. It still hurts. Sometimes I just sit here and think.. and I feel terrified that I'll never be as happy again as I was with you. You never did and probably never will understand just how much I liked you.

9 Things people probably don’t know about me:

1. I can wiggle my ears! :P
2. I've wanted to dye my hair purple ever since I was in middle school
3. When I was in middle school I thought I wanted to be a dentist
4. I don't really like getting water on me at all
5. I used to collect pocky boxes in high school
6. My favorite color used to be green........
7. I'm sad more often than I'm happy. It's terrible.
8. I've never had short hair before. Ever.
9. I draw on my walls in sharpie at home

8 ways to win your heart:

1. Serenade me :D
2. Remembering inside jokes
3. Make fun of me
4. Be spontaneous
5. Late nights on gchat
6. Collared shirts hehe
7. Make me laugh even when I'm mad at you
8. Let me trust you 

7 awesome movies:

- (500) days of summer
- spirited away
- dark knight
- aladdin
- beauty & the beast
- amelie
- moulin rouge

6 things you do before you go to bed:

1. journal
2. brush my teeth
3. check fb & gmail
4. listen to music
5. think about how screwed i am tomorrow
6. guess how many hours of sleep i'm going to get

5 people who mean a lot right now:

1. lisa
2. bonnie
3. that guy. unfortunately.
4. fred
5. ... i don't know. :| pathetic.

4 things you don’t like:

1. that guy.
2. myself
3. bananas
4. work

3 things you do like:

1. sleep
2. when we were closer
3. music

2 things you want to do before you die:

1. become an imagineer
2. visit japan

1 confession:

I already said it earlier- I still can't get over you. I know nothing really happened between us technically, but I like you more than you ever could understand. I'm so scared now that no one's going to make me that happy again. I can't move on, because I just keep comparing back to you; how I felt when I was with you, when I talked to you. I sound crazy and pathetic, but it's the truth.

Drifting